message to whom it may concern .. lots of hatred, NISA .. njy

at this moment ..

me, 

Khairun Nisa' bt Amin..

is totally mad/ pissed off/annyoed ..

by this one stupid/blardy/asshole guy ..

strictly NEVER mention the name in my BLOG ..

I don't know what is his PROBLEM ..

simply or what .. 

but for me ..

he is getting overboard ..

hey you so-called-SENIOR a.k.a ABANG BESAR ..

you better don't messed with me .. 

my patientcy have the limits . 

don't ever crossed it .. 

or you might HATE me for REAL ..

I don't really like you at the first time you interrupt my conversation @ FB ..

yeah, I just ''buat dunno je''

but now,

after you over it,

it seems that I,

TOTALLY HATE YOU ..

I MEAN IT .. !!

SERIOUSLY dude ..

what is ur problem huh  . .. ??

do you have allergies on people named KHAIRUN NISA .. ??

or you have some secret black memories with the name..

or just simply, BULLYING,

a person that you don't even really know ..

for god sake,

if you want to hate/unlike/banned/unfriend with me ..

then

DO IT AS YOU WILL  .. !!

BACK OFF .. !!

KICK UR ASS .. !!

DON'T SHOW YOURSELF INFRONT OF ME ..  !!!

EVER .. !!

I will not DIE or FAILED MY EXAMS or ALONE IN THIS WORLD

if I don't BEFRIEND with you ..

OK dude ..

oh btw,

I DON'T WANT TO BE FRIEND WITH YOU TOO  

so DON'T BOTHER ..

buhbhye

lots of HATRED ,

KHAIRUN NISA

merepek session .. !! SUPER JUNIOR is so AWESOME ..!!!

my OPPA ..   !!

DONGHAE & KYUHYUN

ok . 

at first I'm not a K-POP fan.

but since posting at Damansara,

I'm started to like them.

thanks to Syida and Ashley.

now I know who is Super Junior, SNDS, SS501, ZE:A, U-KISS

quite late from others.

but at least, I know ALL SuJu members.

13 members is quite hard to recognise them at first shot .

SUPER JUNIOR is brought to you by KHAIRUN NISA'

above from left :: KANGIN, KYUHYUN, HEECHUL, SUNGMIN, YESUNG, SIWON

below from left :: KIBUM, HANGENG, EUNHYUK, DONGHAE, LEETEUK, RYEOWOOK, SHINDONG

they are all my HEARTROBES   ♥ ♥ ♥

sarangheyo OPPA..!!

these guys are so funny too ..

watch their SUPER JUNIOR FLOWER BOY ..

super cute funny people  ^^

now my mission is to know ALL ss501, ZE:A, SNDS, 2PM members .. 

ngeeeee

-toddles~

not to read entry

THE END ..  !!

end of POSTING .. !!

off from Damansara .

looking forward at college ..

classess ..

exams ..

but honestly,

aku tak rase sedih nak tinggalkan tempat ni especially hostel ...

maybe sebab aku bukannye enjoy sangat dok sini ..

the girls r fine -outside-

but not till I know who they really are ..

so this entry is sesi luahan perasaan ..

again ..

HYPOCRITE ..

shit them ~~

these ppl think that they're so good ..

in all way ..

in everything ..

but please girls ,

u r NOT that GOOD ....

sound jealous huh  ..

do u hav to speak on phone wit ya boy in such a loud voices ,

what ? u want us to hear ur super f*** stupid fight .. 

or . u want to tell us that u have a BOYFRIEND  ..  ??

* I know I dont have one tough .. easy girl~~


why are u ppl to scared with that HOTMOMMA  xD
whatever she did, she said, or what she have done,
all of you just follow her fatty ass ..
as if u will be killed by her if u didnt follow / obeyed her
whatever she do is an OK ..
but when other girl done something slightly misconduct ..
there u go, 
MAJOR MISCONDUCT ..  
is it true girls ??


MIND UR OWN BUSSINESS ..  !!!
why u ♥ soo much ..
interfering my life ..
so what if I only with my notebook ,
 youtube-ing , FB-ing ..
its my notebook and my broadband ..
do I have to report to u about everything ..
GET UR ASS OUT OF ME  .. !!!!




urghhhh ....
><

the ony thing i ♥ about my posting is the HOSPITAL ..
HOSTEL was SUCK ..  !!
my life after finished my shift,
I changed uniform,
and I start internet-ing,
trust me ..
the reason I dont have a lot conversation with them is because ..
the topic was AWFUL AND SUCKS ..!!


ok that all for this entry ..
next I will story the happy side one .. ^^


~~toodles~~

re-Blog .. ??

ready,

set,

GO ..!!

blog is updated back  .. !!

yeahhhh  XDD

wuuu ..

lame gile tak updated blog nih ..

sumpah BZ ...

nak cite ape ek 

??????????

cite banyak tapi malas la pulak nk tulis,

sebab BANYAK sangatttt  =,=

asyik belek blog orang je ..

yang sendiri ade ku biarkan pulak ..

ok la..

story mane yg penting je ok ..

CLINICAL ASSESSMENT IS OVER ..!!

yibbbiiieeeeeee   ^^

serabai ya ampunnnn ..

first time la katekan  =p

handwashing pun hampeshhhh

procedure bandaging OK laa

assessment & P.E pun ok gakk

overall average je  

=p

posting is goind to be ended in THREE WEEKS  ..!!

balik kolej .. woooooo

~best ke x .. ???~

ok

stop for now..

buybyeee ..  !!

~tooddless~~

symptom student nk exam..!! copypastefromfbok..!!!

first time copy paste..

memang suke gile notes ni..

ditujukan tuk dak2 matriks..

but,

sape2 pun yg nak exam pun boleh di 'apply' kan gak kat dorang..

credit to nur duraney.. ^^

enjoy my first copypaste entry from me.. LOL

Symptom symptom student bila final exam minggu depan.

1. Membaca tanpa menghiraukan sekeliling. Yang kepoh jadi pendiam. (orang masuk keluar bilik pun tak perasan, kalau orang tanya pun muka pandang nota je, jawab pon nak tak nak. Kalau jalan.jalan tersepak batu tu, reaksi dia lambat sikit. Sebab otak full load )
2. Membaca dengan kadar yang cepat. (entah faham ke tak belakang kira, sebab nak jawab subjektif, hentam pon boleh, yang penting ada point nak goreng )
3. Nak turun café tu fikir 2,3 kali. Tak pun sekali sehari je. Tu pun bungkus.cepat. jimat masa makan kat bilik. Sambil makan boleh membaca apa yg patut.
4. Time nak exam baru laaa nak full semayang. Solat sunat sampai nak batal air sembahyang. Doa macam.macam. (dan.dan. tapi alhamdulillah)
5. Agak yang nak mereng tu start la nak bukak mp3 volume paling sakit telinga. Tapi time ni memang tak sakit telinga. Sebab sakit otak lebih dari sakit telinga.
6. Masa tidur pon boleh terbayang-bayang yang baca tadi(ada tu siap ambik handout letak tepi bantal. Moga-moga dapat buat daya serapan terus lagi bagus.
7. Masa borak dengan kawan pun cakap pasal pelajaran je. (ni part tak leh blah la. Time mandi  pun ada yang tanya-tanya. Dahsyat.)
8. Kalau main message tu balas sikit.sikit je. Pendek pendek. Tak de mase nak fikir taip panjang.panjang.
9. Sebab nak exam duduk dalam bilik je. Mengadap handout, buku, nota.nota. (jadi beruang kutub, sampai rambut serabai pon tak perasan) selalunye merayau g bilik orang. Tak pun kluar. G main bowling lah. Tgk wayang lah. Pantang ade mase terluang.
10. Nak buang sampah pun terbawak pen. (ni kes cuak sangat ni)
11. Agak2 stok megi tu habis kot untuk orang yang gila study. Jimat masa nak turun café masak air je pastu letak megi. Nak budak pandai sikit tak makan megi. Minum milo. Makan biskut hup seng ke, nestum ke. Roti memang dah prepare dah. Suruh mmber beli.
12. Nak bukak facebook rasa tak senang gila. Perghh. Membazir.masa. (time ni memang tertekan gila. Kena berperang dengan diri sendiri nak bukak facebook, formspring,blog . Sebab laptop depan mata. Kabel/wifi kat sebelah je. Exam minggu depan. Nanti duduk depan facebook memang buku OFF9 terus.)
13. Time ni ah baru bukak buku tebal. Bukak kamus tu yang tak tahan tu. Masa lecture dulu tak faham tak de hati pulak nak bukak kamus kan. ;P
14. Asyik-asyik tengok jam je. Sampai tak cukup jam handphone, jam tangan. Tanya lagi mmber sebelah. Haihhh. Keliru sangat budak nih.
15. Stok Nescafe, kopi tongkat ali, kopi mak dara, cucu dara semua memang ade lah. Nak stay up.
16. Hah. Ni memang sure. Meja studi bersepah gila. Mana dengan highlighternya. Pen biru, hitam , merah. Kertas-kertas memang confirm bersepah punya. Agak2 ade nota yang hilang tu mula nak naik angin. Buku semua terbukak. Kalau ada buku tambahan dari library tu semua nak dibukaknya serentak. Ada tu 4,5 buku serentak bukak.
17. Masa ni lah status facebook, blog “mintak maaf. Doakan exam nanti”
18. Muka blurr je. Sebab otak dah full tank. Makan sorang-sorang pon dah tak heran. Sebab tak nak membazir mase lepak ramai-ramai. Nanti ade je bende nk borak.
19. Kalau nak cakap pon tersasul-sasul. Salah cakap. Pastu cakap benda merepek je. Muka dah la cam zombie. Cakap merepek.repek sebab otak fikit handout, nota tak baca lagi vs nak jalan-jalan. Nak borak.borak. sampai satu tahap rasa nak rebus buku dengan handout semua. lagi merepek die cakap sebenarnye, lagi banyak topic die tak cover tu.
20. Time ni jugak lah baru terfikir kenapa lah aku tak study awal2. Kan senang. Haihh. Pastu ada pulak yang buat azam untuk semester depan. Tak nak buat dah macam sem sekarang. *padahal tiap2 sem azam sama. Tak berubah gak. Tak pun menjadi semangat dia masa awal sem je. Sampai minggu ketiga dah hancusss.

p/s; aku rasa even budak pandai yang dah score markah carry marks pon study menggelabah jugak. Cuma diorang steady lagi la dari student yang study last minit. Muehehe. Konklusinya, jangan usik budak nak exam. Cepat je die nak naik darah. Sebab hormone dia semua tengah berlaga-laga. Otak pun dah overload. 

bye SURGICAL WARD =[ ~~sesi luahan perasaan jap~~

wooooooo

fasa pertama posting..

HABIS SUDAA...!!!

say bye-bye to SURGICAL WARD  =[

to sister Hasliza and all staff,

Kak Yun, Kak Bae, Kak Seha, Kak Ani, Kak Sirin, Kak Bridgette,

Kak Fara, Kak Kavita, kak Zura, kak Ain, and kak Miza

a ♥-tiest THANK YOU to all you  ^^

I owed all of you a lot...

thanks to all the guidance, contact hours, tricks & tips..

macam2 aku belajar kat wad ni..

dari tak tau pape sampai la tau beberapa.. hak3

sesi tawaf menawaf wad..

jalan2 hospital.. farmasi, rehab, lab, SPD, x-ray, all the clinics (sampai sekarang blur lagi)

kalau boleh,

aku nak dok kt surgical ward tu sampai abes posting..  ~~boleh tak..??

sedih gile last day tu..uhhuh

pelik aku,

Y ahh..?? girls yang lain, ade je problem kt wad ( any ward)

masuk sini, ade je yg tak puas hati,

masuk sana, ade je complaint..

feninnnnn gueh   ==''

bile aku cakap  "adat la tuu" dorang akan reply "ko tak paham"

ok, fineeee........

yang aku tau..

so far, aku suke keje ni..

WALAUPUN

cuci B.O (berak) org, tuka pampers, measure urine,

tapi ni la yang kene hadap..

name pun jadi nurse..

bukan nak kate aku terrer buat sume ni,

aq pun nk termuntah gak dengan bau tu,

tp kene gak hadap,

aku awal-awal lagi da set bende-bende camni dalam pale otak aku..

*kalo tak suke kene tegur/sindir dgn staff/sister/doctor, tak suke round wad n hospital,

tak suke cuci benda2 kotor tu, and tak cukup tahap kesabaran tu

nape nak jadi nurse at the first place..

buang mase, buang duit mak ayah, rugi je buat loan PTPTN

tak suke, tak payah jadi nurse,

seriously aq pun xsuke nak jd nurse mula-mula tu..

 dah la last choice and malas nk ber'debat' dgn mak aku,

tapi, aku try gak..

try my very best,

ape trick & tips seniors sume aq ikut.

so far aku rase,aku sorg je yang happy dgn keje ni..

yang lain tu, abes keje  tak sah tak complaint,

buat rosak mood orang lain je..

pasal dorg, aku jd tak suke nak pegi wad lain.  ><

rupe-rupenye, bukan staff wad tu yg problem (walaupun ade gak)

dorang yang sedikit problem..

buat keje lemah lembut bin sopan santun,

orang nak cepat,tp buat keje lemah gemalai,

sape tak bengang..

dorang 'konon' sakit hati, staff tu ckp dorang tak pandai buat keje,

kalo tak nak kene cakap camtu,

buat la keje..

aku admit memang tak de keje sangat pun level ktorang ni,

tapi jangan la jadi cik tunggul kat counter tu,

staff suruh korang duduk kat counter tu bukan suh duk saje,

lagi satu, tunjuk la sikit semangat nak keje tu,

ni tak, depan-depan patient buat muke ketat,

rajin-rajin kan la diri tu,

aku suke kalau staff mintak aku turun anta barang amik ubat kat farmasi ke,

pegi clinic, anta amik patient kat X-Ray dept and rehab,

dengan patient pun, 

lantak pi la dorang nak ape pun, dorang bayar kot.

ade yang complaint patient ni fussy la, bla bla bla....

tp time aku masuk ok je,

rapi tak tau la kan.

aku terharu sangat bile last day kat surgical ward aritu,

aku cakap kat satu staff ni,

aku takut nak pegi medical ward sebab dengar cite member medical ward tu teruk,

tapi kakak tu tenangkan hati aku,

dia cakap kalau aku teruskan ape yang aku buat skang,

insyaAllah aku akan ok kat mane-mane wad pun,

just keep it up and improved it..

thanks akak.. =]

so papehal pun,

aku ikut cakap akak tu,

try minimize kan any problem,

try my very best,

ignore what people saying bad to me,

if willing,

take it as an advice.

bye SURGICAL WARD..!!

hye MEDICAL WARD..!!!

~~tooddless~~

1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th, 6t, 7th day posting at DSH...

wootwoot..!!

clinical posting at DSH..

1st day::

Orientation by G34.

sorry to say this, but, AKU SANGAT MENGANTOK..!!!

depan depan  Sister Asmida aku tersengguk-sengguk,

menggongg  ><

pagi session, ok la..

dengar bebelan tentang hospital set up, patient's charter and bla bla bla..

petang session, double OK..

hospital tour.. cool..

my favourite place in the hospital..

PRIMIER WARD..

~ade satu bilik tu kann, worth rm1200 per night~  what thaaa....

first day end::overall:: besttt ^^

2nd day::

class with Sister Asmida lagi..

cont.. contact hours, bla blabla..

andddd..

GROOMING CLASS.. ngeee

~sister ajar make-up.. weeeehhhoooooo~

1st selebrity yang aku  jumpe.. dato' Farid Rezuan wooo.. lol

overall:: still ok

3rd day::

last day orientation,

oww maii COACH,

ashley n I late.. ~f word~

dah la lambat, bip tertinggal pulak... urghhh..

tea break balik amik.. uhhooo..

arini blaja pasal positioning.. =,=

overall:: still.. ok

4th day::

officially started my work/job/practical at the ward..

MEDICAL SURGICAL WARD..

wooww.. seriously NERVOUS...

first, amik report..

all I can say is BLUR.. 

bukan main laju lagi staff nurse tu pass report.. LOL

after passed report, bed making.. not bad thou..

haa, lepas ni bestt..

SESI TAWAF WARD.. YEAHH ><

dari depan pintu masuk sampai la ke hujung,

entah bape kali aku tawaf aku n x tau.. ish3..

bukan takat tawaf ward je..

HOSPITAL pun same gak..

dari Lab ke Rehab, pusing X-Ray, masuk Farmasi..

patient ward ok2 je..

jenis suke privacy..

call bell toksah cite la..

asal masuk je~~ayat lazim~~

err, dik, nape drip ni xjalan ekk..

~~cett, mane la aq tau, drip x blaja g laaa..huuuuu

overall:: AWESOME..!!

5th day::

same thing..

pass report, tukar air dalam thermos (shift petang macam tu pulak)

sesi tawaf ward and hospital.. lagi dan lagi dan lagi  =.=''

call bell.. again and again.. LOL

overall:: double ok

6th day::

same routine =.=

trying hard for contact hours...

but,

for end this awesome week is,

~~~~drum beats~~~

I'VE MET CAPRICE..!!!

Caprice  ^^

oww maii PRADA.. ><

its caprice people..

macam orang bengong je explain kt kawan2 yg lain..

dorang xkenal caprice.. OMG..  =,=

malam tu jugak aq gebang kat caprice official page kt FB..

anddd... CAPRICE ADD ME AND POSTED AT MY WALL..

super-duper HAPPY =))))

aku CHAT dengan CAPRICE y'll....

overall:: super-duper-triple AWESOME  ^^

end of first week at DSH..

I'm so happy to be here..

roomates+housemate........   ok la for now...  =,=

~~toodlless~~